Okay so since I just updated you Wednesday (?) there’s not much to catch up on to be honest. First I would like to acknowledge the fact that I know you can’t see the pictures from yesterdays post I will hopefully fix that soon. I have a bio test Tuesday and an Arabic test Wednesday which basically means I’m stressed to the max right now and my anxiety is very high. When I updated you last everything was good and it was up until today when I just started feeling bad again. I’m upset because I was doing really well for a while there but I’ve spent the majority of my evening crying for no reason. The only thing that happened that you guys might not know about is that I had girls night last night. So basically I went to my friend’s room and painted my nails, they ate cookies but I didn’t because I’m still trying to do well with this health thing.
This week I hope goes by quickly because I’m not in the mood for it to be honest. I have two exams and a paperish type thing and I have to do well on all of them because my grades aren’t where I want them to be even though I feel like I spend the majority of my time studying. I don’t know why I’m not doing as well as I would like, I think it might be the fact that I don’t have the motivation or drive half the time. I work hard on all of my stuff but that might not mean I’m putting in a hundred percent even if it feels like I am, does that make sense? I think part of the reason is I hate doing unnecessary work and I feel like that’s how all of my classes are right now which annoys me. I hope I can have some awesome posts for you guys this week but I’m not sure simply because if I feel like this all week I don’t want to put out bad content just because I’m having a rough day/week. I’m going home next weekend for a wiffleball tournament, work, and hopefully see my friend Alex since I didn’t get to see him over break. I’m not sure if anything else major is happening. To be honest right about now I just want to crawl into a hole with a few dozen books and never come out. I can already tell it’s going to be a long week and I already want it over with. I’m going to pray for something good to happen, maybe I’ll get lucky.
I don’t think I’ve put anything out about blogvention in a while, I do need help still so if anyone’s interested please let me know. I think I’m pushing it back until summer 2016 unless someone wants to help now but it seems like it’s going to take a while for someone to be interested enough to help me out with it. If you don’t know what that is you must be new, and you can click here for a whole post on it. Any questions or anyone who wants to help comment or email me at firstname.lastname@example.org and I’ll respond right away I’m sure. I love getting emails so anyone can feel free to email me there with funny stories and pictures because that sort of stuff brightens my day.
I don’t have much else to write tonight. I hope you guys had an awesome weekend and hopefully I have a more cheery post tomorrow or later this week. Thanks for reading!