Hello, today I’m writing through blurred glasses. I’m mostly just too lazy to clean them, however there is a huge smudge on the left side of my glasses and I’m just going to let it go.
Anyway today has just been one of those days where my head is getting the best of me, my anxiety levels are high and I have broken down in several crying fits, however, no full on panic attacks which is a relief. I have a lot of things on my mind and they’re all things that I’m afraid of but still have to do. I don’t really feel the need to elaborate but let me just say my mind needs a break. I’m very tired of my brain overreacting to everything, it’s really not appreciated.
Anywho, I’m not going to go on and on about myself, because really I don’t need to complain anymore than I already do. I also want to finish this and find a sweatshirt to buy, any online shop suggestions? Okay focus Mary, focus. An update.
It’s been forever since I’ve properly updated you and I don’t really want to right now because I just don’t feel like it, but it’s also getting late and I want to get to bed. I actually have a lot coming up soon so it’s probably good that I do an update.
Let’s start with this month, this weekend/upcoming week is rather boring. However, next Friday Meag is visiting and I’m going to lug her all around Lancaster County and we’re going to have oodles of fun! Then she’s going to leave Sunday morning, and I’m going to New York City with my family. So if any of you guys are from that area keep your eyes peeled, however you aren’t the only ones who need to because I’m going to be in several different states this week, so if you’re on the east coast beware. I’ll be getting back Monday evening, and then very early Tuesday morning I’m going to be going to New Jersey with my friends and Lindsays’ mom for the day. THEN Jade, Lindsay, and Lauren are sleeping over at my house on Tuesday and very early Wednesday we’re leaving for Rhode Island! We’re going to for two nights and I’m really looking forward to it. Lindsay said something today about making it kind of technology free, however I will still be posing while I’m there. I’m pretty excited for everything but the drive.
So then August is coming with going back to school and that’s about it. I’ll be wrapping up my internship, trying to pack and buy some last minute supplies. I found out yesterday that my roommate is the girl that it’s supposed to be, so that’s a relief. I’m actually exactly one floor above where I was last year, right next to the bathroom, oh yeah. I go back August 23 and to be honest I’m looking forward to it more than I thought I would be. There’s just a huge difference between being here and being there, both have it’s perks but I miss my friends and I’m not exactly a fan of Lancaster County, I miss more of the city atmosphere, even if it isn’t quite a huge city there.
I also have some blog posts planned, however, I don’t like sharing those ahead because then sometimes I don’t do them and I feel bad.
Am I visiting anywhere near you maybe?