I HATE DRIVING

First things first, I’m the realist. Second thing second, I uploaded my video of my adventure yesterday so make sure you go and check that here.

Okay so I don’t actually hate driving, there’s just a lot of times where I don’t like it. If someone else drives I can sleep, if I’m driving I can’t. I also really appreciate immediate gratification and the two hour drive to school and back once a month does not grant that and it really frustrates me. I also start to hate myself for being too lazy to make a playlist. Sometimes I talk to siri, but she just doesn’t understand me. Literally she always tells me she doesn’t understand.

I’ve resorted to listening to podcasts but I can’t talk back to those. I get so bored. I require some sort of entertainment at all hours of the day essentially. I hate being bored and I don’t really let myself be bored because I hate it. Like I can’t just watch a movie unless it’s in theaters I have to be doing something else, like I can’t just sit so being in a car is like torture for me. I feel like I’m being so unproductive.

The last reason I hate driving is because I have no control over anyone but myself and if you know anything about me you probably know that I have control issues. I don’t like the fact that if someone really wanted to they could just hit me. I don’t like that people don’t have to do much to be able to drive and that’s really scary. I don’t like the thought that I don’t have control over the actions of other when they’re driving. I don’t know.

Do you guys like driving? I only really like it when it’s convenient.

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3 thoughts on “I HATE DRIVING

  1. theworldofcos October 14, 2014 / 12:43 am

    I really hate driving. Especially in the snow and in traffic. I know how you feel.

  2. gettingthroughanxiety October 14, 2014 / 1:51 pm

    Mary,

    I actually don’t drive yet because of both my anxiety and because the idea scares me. It’s not that I don’t eventually want to, but I admit that the idea of it worries me. I think it’s good that you do drive though!

    • Mary October 16, 2014 / 10:34 pm

      I have to have that form of independence, if not I would go crazy.

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