Late Night Blogging with Mary: Part 17

late night blogging with mary

So I only blogged twice this week and I feel like a failure. However, that’s besides the point. Well only kind of. I don’t know what it is with me and blogging lately. All I want to do is blog and improve but I can’t. I can’t write. The bloggers block will never leave me. Someone help.

I was just in London, it was super cool. I’m going back next weekend, which happened because I definitely wanted to spend more than 24 hours in the city and it just so happened that break was that more than 24 hours and it started the week after I was there. Also, after that, I get to go see Molly in Spain and I’m so excited. I haven’t seen Molly since June! I have also never been to Spain before so I’m really looking forward to that. There will be several guest posts next week because I refuse to count on wifi since it has cut out on me in so many places so many times before. They will be wonderful I am sure, so make sure you read them and follow the bloggers who write them!

Time is flying by while I’m away. It’s crazy. I have 47 days left as of 5 minutes ago, my family will be here within a few weeks which I am so excited about. It’s both good and bad that it’s going so fast. I plan on doing a whole post about this eventually. However, I do think that it has taught me that I need an easy way to get to the people I’m closest to. I have friends here, but I do miss my family and my friends back home a lot and it’s just too expensive to go home, so I need to be somewhere when I move out that it’s easier to get home for. Maybe not home, but to someone or something more familiar, if that makes sense. Like at college I can just go home whenever I want really since it’s just a two hour drive, I don’t need to be that close, but something like a four or five hour drive wouldn’t be bad, or even a train. Just something easier than a flight with a huge time difference.

I got super anxious for the first time in a long time yesterday. I had a very small panic attack and it just kind of sucked. I was by myself, which was probably for the best, but it just put me in a terrible mood. Once I collected myself I was fine, but I was just annoyed because I’ve been so good for so long and it’s those bad days that just get me. I don’t know if that makes sense, but I’ve been kind of hung up on it ever since and way more irritable because that’s what anxiety does to me unfortunately, it makes me mad. I need to do another anxiety post too, that would be good for me too probably.

Well now I have two post ideas in this blog post, so maybe that’s promise for next week, I sure hope so.  I slept for like 3-5 hours since we didn’t get a hotel last night so I think it’s time for me to go to bed.

Let me know if you have any suggestions for me to get over blogger’s block or if you have any things you want me to write!



6 thoughts on “Late Night Blogging with Mary: Part 17

  1. gettingthroughanxiety November 2, 2015 / 12:59 am

    I’m sorry again about the panic attack and you becoming anxious, I know it’s difficult. However I think it’s great that you got through it by yourself! It makes sense that you’re mad about it, but it happens to the best of us. Sometimes you just have to remember that you ARE strong.

    In addition to writing more about your trip and anxiety, maybe you could write a story about someone who goes away for school like you did. You could write it similar to your own experiences or maybe add some mystery to it!

    I hope you have a great time in London and Spain later on and I look forward to reading your other guest posts! :)

  2. sharonyvonne November 3, 2015 / 8:30 am

    Hi Mary,

    I’m came here as recommended by B.G @ gettingthroughanxiety and I’m glad I stopped by because I feel like I’m in a similar boat.

    I just started blogging 2 weeks age.I also only write twice a week, but it’s difficult to come up with material that I feel proud of. I also don’t know my voice quite yet or what kind of blogger I want to be. All I can home for is that I figure it out soon.

    It sucks when things are going really well then something happens to tear us away from our progress. For me, this usually comes in the form of fights with people in my life. Anger is very emotionally taxing for me.

    Good luck! I look forward to reading more of your posts!

    • Mary November 3, 2015 / 3:38 pm

      I’m glad B sent you over! I’ve been blogging for over 2 years now and it is wearing on my brain. There’s just something about a lack of ideas that’s very discouraging. My advice would be that you don’t have to pick what kind of blogger you want to be, I do it all and I love it all.
      Thank you so much for your lovely comment!

      • sharonyvonne November 3, 2015 / 5:25 pm

        Thank you for your feedback.

        See you next post!

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