Late Night Blogging with Mary: Part 24

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I hate the number 24, and I also hate that I chose to number this series. I always have to look up what number I’m at. Happy last three weeks of school which always suck.

I just made the mistake of looking at my planner and that was quite upsetting. I have so much to do and so little time. Deadlines are rapidly approaching and the semester is dwindling away. I can’t believe it’s already April. I am a mixture of very ready for summer and I need more time in this semester.

Currently, my blog sucks and summer I think will be the cure. I want to do some more adventure posts, I want to do a weekend trip to the beach, at least one, and I really just want to go somewhere new too. I would also like to clean out the nearly 200 drafts I have piled up, see what’s worth salvaging and what’s worth deleting. I just have such an issue with deleting my writing. I don’t know why. I’m trying to make it through the semester without getting too anxious, you know because I have complete control over that (sense the sarcasm). The last two weeks were filled with middle of the night panic attacks and what seems to be a case of strep throat.

I want to be better. I always want to be better and I think that’s why I have anxiety sometimes. There will always be something wrong with everything I do. I think most people would think that’s great, always wanting to be better, but for me, I just get hung up on everything I’m doing wrong. I don’t know. Brains are weird.

I’m mentally exhausted and it’s Monday.

Monday tip, only look at Monday on ย your planner so you don’t cry.

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One thought on “Late Night Blogging with Mary: Part 24

  1. gettingthroughanxiety April 12, 2016 / 1:03 pm

    Hey Mary! Good luck with the rest of the semester!

    For the record, I don’t think your blog sucks! Plus, your adventure posts are really good so I look forward to reading them. I know the end of the semester can be anxiety inducing, but just remember that no one is perfect and that if you work hard (which I know you do), it’ll pay off! All you can do is your hardest and hope things go well. I know that that doesn’t always seem like enough but sometimes it’s all you can do!

    Good tip about only looking about Monday on a planner!

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