Rolling on the Floor.

So yeah my schedule thing I made has not been working out lately, or my plan for that matter but that’s why I never committed to it 100% because I figured that might happen. Well anyway today/this week has just been one of those ones where all I want to do is roll around on the floor and whine because of life. My sleep schedule has been way off, and I’m just tired of everything and everyone. Like I don’t really know what to write about tonight so I’m just kind of going with the flow of whatever my fingers decided to type up. I want to go to bed already and it’s not even 10 yet, man. I think I’m just going to write a list of my thoughts because there’s far too many.

  1. I ate way too much chocolate this week.
  2. I really want blogger friends.
  3. I want to go on a run tomorrow.
  4. Will I actually go on a run tomorrow?
  5. I really need to finish that bio lab.
  6. Can I go to bed yet?
  7. Do I have to answer my text messages?
  8. How do I tell that girl that we would be really good friend without sounding creeping?
  9. How do I tell that boy I think he’s cute?
  10. That boy is really cute.
  11. Break up with her, you deserve better.
  12. I can’t believe Walmart didn’t have single tape refills.
  13. I can’t believe I forgot what I’ve been meaning to get every time I leave and I forget again. Oh bobby pins and clear hair ties.
  14. I really don’t want to go to that seminar on Saturday.
  15. I’m still really confused about the drama in and between two of my favorite fandoms.
  16. Oh God I can’t believe I just admitted I’m part of fandoms on the internet.
  17. I really want some fruit snacks.
  18. I can’t believe it’s only 9.
  19. What am I doing with my life.
  20. I need to stop snacking.
  21. I really need to pee.
  22. Why am I watching this video?
  23. It’s dumb.
  24. I need to blow up my flamingo again.
  25. I need to fill up my water bottle again.
  26. What am I supposed to wear tomorrow?
  27. Not real clothes that’s for sure.
  28. Why has my hall been so quiet today?
  29. I want to see Harry Potter again.
  30. I really wanted to read that book before I went to bed.
  31. Thank God I only had one panic attack today.
  32. Is it time for bed yet?
  33. How do you ask someone to be your penpal?
  34. HEY I WANT YOU TO BE MY PENPAL.
  35. I need to return those pants.
  36. Yeah that’s not how I thought they would look.
  37. I wonder how long this new layout will stay around.
  38. I need to peeeeee.
  39. Should I paint my nails or am I too lazy?
  40. Probably too lazy.
  41. Am I going to do my hair tomorrow?
  42. Probably not.
  43. Will Connor Franta ever notice me?
  44. Will Joe Sugg ever notice me?
  45. What is my hair doing?
  46. Seriously though, you can do better.
  47. Should I start posting poetry?
  48. Seriously need a haircut.
  49. I need to wash my sheets.
  50. I really want to go to Sheetz.
  51. I wish I could get verified on twitter.
  52. Still need to pee.
  53. Connor Franta though.
  54. Am I starting to like Connor more than Joe?
  55. What is life?
  56. Nope. Joe’s abs still win, sorry Connor.
  57. You’re a kid, stop rushing it.
  58. Welp, deep breaths.
  59. I have so many split end.
  60. That bio though.
  61. Is this making me seem shallow?
  62. Is there some sort of wolf outside?
  63. Nah it’s probably just a dumb ass already trashed from Thirsty Thursday.
  64. My back hurts.  A lot.
  65. I want to be supreme ruler of the world.
  66. I wonder if anyone is going to read all of these.
  67. Should I be done yet?
  68. I’m way too awkward for life.
  69. Why do people read my stuff?
  70. Should I have kept this a secret?
  71. Oh man I hope it’s over for you.
  72. That makes me a terrible person I’m sure.
  73. I want to live somewhere really cool.
  74. Can I go to bed yet?
  75. I need to get in shape.
  76. I need to find a new job.
  77. I miss Katie.
  78. I miss Lindsay.
  79. I miss Hannah.
  80. Thank goodness I’m seeing my family this weekend.
  81. Can I graduate yet? Seriously though.
  82. I have way too much on my mind.
  83. I need to find online classes for the summer.
  84. I want coffee.
  85. What color should I dye my hair next?
  86. Is tomorrow going to be another hermit day?
  87. I think my days are better spent alone, I’m happier that way.
  88. Where am I going to live next year?
  89. Who am I going to live with next year?
  90. I did really bad on that Model UN paper, I’m supposed to be good at that.
  91. Can I figure out how to be a professional blogger?
  92. Probably not.
  93. I need to shave.
  94. I want a relationship like Zalfie. That’s all I want.
  95. I have too many thoughts.
  96. Why do people read this nonsense?
  97. I wonder if influenster kicked me out of the voxbox I was supposed to get, I might cry if they did.
  98. I really need to clean my room.
  99. How do people look nice everyday? Will I have to do this someday?
  100. I need someone to entertain me.
  101. One hundred thoughts is probably too many.

Okay so there are my thoughts today. Sorry that it’s not a rant but I wasn’t feeling it, I don’t know my mind today. I’m beyond tired, incase you couldn’t tell. Don’t know why this is called rolling on the floor, my fingers just typed that up and seemed to like it.  So if you think you can answer any of these questions, PLEASE DO! Seriously they all need to be answered, so do it please, please, please. Thanks!

XOXO

Mary

 

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My Life in 20 Questions!

Okay, it’s been decided, every other week will be Tag Tuesdays. Some Tuesdays will be no posts and other ones will just be random posts or serious posts, or whatever, and Tag Tuesdays might even go down to once a month just because it’s hard finding ones I like. Anywho, onto the questions. Also first a question, is anywho a word? Sometimes spellcheck underlines it and other times it doesn’t so is it a word? Because I really like it.

1.  What is your favorite color? I hate this question, I don’t believe in favorite colors and I refuse to answer it.

2.  What is your favorite number? 5. I like odd numbers only please.

3.  What is your dream career? To be honest, this would be an awesome career to just blog and travel blog about it, but also help people. I really want to work for an NGO and teach English to women in Africa, as well as subjects like math and other basics so that they can teach the kids so that they don’t become dependent upon foreigners teaching everyone.

4.  Where do you see yourself living when you’re on your own?  I hope either on the west coast like Seattle, or somewhere in California, or in London or Dublin, two of my favorite cities in the world.

5.  Where is your favorite place to travel? I love London and Dublin, but when I travel I like to go to new places and new cities. I really want to go to Charleston, South Carolina.

6.  What do you do in your free time? Free time? Thats a thing? No when I have that I like to crochet, read, watch Netflix, okay so I guess free time is a regular day for me… Awkward.

7.  Favorite clothing stores? Forever 21, when they have good clothes, I feel like they’re hit or miss a lot of the time. I also love American Eagle, but I’m also poor so that doesn’t happen a lot. Finally Target, I love it so much also because they have more than just clothes.

8.  Dream car? No car…? I have a love/hate relationship with driving, I don’t really like it but I don’t know what I would do if I couldn’t drive. So I’d rather just live in a city where I can get everywhere by walking or public transportation like subways and stuff. 

9.  What TV shows can’t you live without? Grey’s Anatomy, Criminal Minds, and whatever my addiction of the week is.

10.  Three people you need in your life. Well I can’t just pick three so I’m going to do three groups. My parents, they are always there for me, like I am always amazed at how supportive they are of me no matter what, and I know I can go to them with any problem but also things I’m proud of and they’ll be proud too.  My best friends, Katie, Lindsay, and Hannah, I honestly don’t know what I would do without these three ladies, no matter how bad of a day I’m having and I need to rant they’re there to listen and make me laugh. I couldn’t ask for a better support system. Finally, but not least important, I need God. I mean He’s always listening, so I guess He probably hears the things in my head that no one should hear, but He does protect me and answers my prayers, whether I like the answers or not.

11.  I can’t sleep without my old, ratty, “chew” bunny, or an extra pillow, I always need something to hold in my arms while I fall asleep.

12.  If you were given a million dollars all for yourself what would you do with it?  I know it says all for myself but the first thing I would do is pay off my parents house, pay for my college, and then my sisters, and then with whatevers left I would travel for a summer. Hopefully there’s no taxes on this million dollars.

13.  I have a celebrity crush on… Zac Efron, first and foremost who doesn’t? Then if you consider YouTubers celebrities, which some people do and some people don’t, Joe Sugg, but I feel like I know him so it’s almost like a real crush, which is creepy. Very very creepy.

14.  What is your favorite treat to eat? Chocolate. I love it so much. I could marry it.

15.  My favorite animals are… Giraffes. They are so majestic and beautiful and I love them so much.

16.  What is your favorite season? Fall because I don’t like the heat and all the bees finally start to go away.

17.  My favorite childhood shows were… Lizzie McGuire, That So Raven, Even Stevens, I guess you get the gist, Disney Channel shows basically.

18.  Why did you start blogging? Well when I entered college my plan was to be a communications major with a concentration in journalism and I thought it would be a good start, but now I don’t want to do that I still love blogging though and I don’t plan on ever stopping.

19.  What do you hold close to your heart? My grandmom, she died two years ago this month and I will always keep her close to my heart. She was an amazing woman when she was alive, and that will always stay with me and when I make big decisions I try to think of advice she would give me because she was always so wise.

20.  What is one music artist that you are in love with? Well I’m going to assume this questions means with their music and that would be Taylor Swift, and that used to be a super cliche white girl thing and I don’t think it is anymore because now the super cliche white girl thing to do is make fun of her, but that’s not cool.

Anyway so this is actually basically my life but that was the point of the tag, so I guess it worked. 

XOXO

Mary

Answer

January 6: Dustin Hoffman in 1973

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January 7: Who was Harald Bluetooth, the 10th-century figure for whom the Bluetooth wireless transferring technology is named?

 

Don’t forget to comment with your guesses!

Goals for the New Year

Every  year I make New Year’s resolutions and my original plan was to reflect on my last years resolutions except I did such a good job keeping up to date on it and I lost them, so I thought I would share with you my goals for the new year.

  • Blog everyday- I would like to try and really do this as well as have some sort of schedule for the postings.
  • Reach 300 followers, this is just a personal goal and if it doesn’t happen it’s totally okay I think it’s something I want to try.
  • Make a really good friend at school, someone to hang out with and get meals with on a regular basis.
  • Get a new job, and this doesn’t mean quit my current job because it’s a good safety net but I really need a new job to make more money.
  • A more positive outlook on life- I really need to stop being so negative and hating everything, and I want to try to be more optimistic
  • Go to a party for more than 30 minutes. This is something that I just need to do for myself, I don’t need to drink or do drugs or whatever people do at parties but I need to experience college better.
  • Try to overcome my anxiety. I just want to figure out and calm down so it’s not so bad because it hinders me from doing things that I really want to do and that needs to stop.
  • Stop cracking my knuckles- pretty self explanatory.
  • To be passionate about something- I feel like a lot of things, but I don’t feel like I’m really passionate about anything and I really really want to be.
  • 300 YouTube subscriber, which I’m seeing as kind of unrealistic right now but it’s something that I would like to hopefully achieve this year.
  • I would like to better recognize those who actually care about me compared to those who only want things from me.
  • I want to remember to tell those I appreciate how much they mean to me.
  • I need to keep in mind that I am really lucky especially when things are bad.
  • I would love to learn something new, so suggestions please! I need a cool new hobby!
  • Joe Sugg. Look him up, I’m in love with him. Tell him to love me.

So share with me your goals! Hope you enjoyed!

Happy (almost) New Year!

XOXO

Mary