Would you like to know something that drives me absolutely bonkers? Well it doesn’t really matter if you want to or not because I’m going to write about it anyway. Please keep in mind that as I write this post I will be exposing a lot of myself and it is hard for me to write but I have a lot of things that must be said on this topic so I will be sharing.
There is something very wrong with todays society. As a girl, who is often uncomfortable with myself whether it be my weight, body in general, looks, hair, personality, anything, being self-confident is hard. If you would like to know what I look like go ahead and enjoy my icon.
We have grown up in a society where if you are not a size two (four if they’re being generous) or less then that as a woman you are “fat”. However, if you are this small someone will criticize your thinness, and you are “too” this, whether or not you can help how you look. Basically as a female you are not allowed to like how you look, thin, fat, or in between. My size varies from a size six to a size ten. I just said my size on the internet and I don’t give a damn. Go ahead, call me fat, it wouldn’t be the first time I’ve heard it. But I am finally starting to be comfortable with how I look and society can not tell me other wise. And yes, I do consider myself curvy. I have a rather large bra size if you ask me, even though there are bigger, my hips are a little wider than I’d prefer, but yes I have curves. And why do I have curves you ask? Because I am a girl who likes to eat. I love food, I’m sorry I will not only eat salads and grilled chicken because that is what will help me get thin, NO. I will eat my french fries and chicken nuggets! This is what I like to eat and I will continue to eat them in moderation because that is what makes me happy!
This brings me to my next little rant. How I look in general. I have frizzy hair. I don’t like it. I have furry eyebrows, I don’t like them. I have a little button nose, I love it. I have tiny wrists, I love them. I have big hands, I don’t like them. I have some freckles, I think they’re cute. What?! I like things about myself?! Yes I do! And in case you didn’t notice for every one thing I don’t like about myself I have something I do like. I could go on and on about every little piece of myself on how I feel about it, if I like or not, but I’m not going to because you don’t need to read that and I don’t need to think about it. But I encourage all of you to do that too, find something you like about yourself, and when someone compliments you on it say “thanks me too” they might think your conceited but be confident in yourself and how you look! Stop letting society tell you that you’re ugly or tell you that your fat. Embrace yourself as you are because that is how God made you! For once in your life be happy with who you are!
Girls! I am tired of feeling bad about myself, and I don’t know if you feel the same or not but really! It sucks! I’m tired of looking in a magazine and having to look at the pictures labeled “curvy” because I am not that size but I’m also not “tiny”. I am myself. I try to cover up the sections of where it says “Body Type” because if something looks good on me and I like it (and if it’s within budget of course) I’m going to buy it and feel happy in it. I’m going to wear my favorite jeans, even leggings, and be happy. Stop letting society tell you what to do with yourself, be who YOU want to be.
Sorry about this rant but this is something that has been nagging on me for months. To be honest I would like to lose a few pounds, but I’m not going to this by starving myself or changing my life significantly. I’ll go to the gym more, cut back on dessert and snacks a little bit. Moderation is key, and I need to remind myself of that. Thanks for reading this and I really hope it helped someone out there. Love you guys.