I hate the number 24, and I also hate that I chose to number this series. I always have to look up what number I’m at. Happy last three weeks of school which always suck.
I just made the mistake of looking at my planner and that was quite upsetting. I have so much to do and so little time. Deadlines are rapidly approaching and the semester is dwindling away. I can’t believe it’s already April. I am a mixture of very ready for summer and I need more time in this semester.
Currently, my blog sucks and summer I think will be the cure. I want to do some more adventure posts, I want to do a weekend trip to the beach, at least one, and I really just want to go somewhere new too. I would also like to clean out the nearly 200 drafts I have piled up, see what’s worth salvaging and what’s worth deleting. I just have such an issue with deleting my writing. I don’t know why. I’m trying to make it through the semester without getting too anxious, you know because I have complete control over that (sense the sarcasm). The last two weeks were filled with middle of the night panic attacks and what seems to be a case of strep throat.
I want to be better. I always want to be better and I think that’s why I have anxiety sometimes. There will always be something wrong with everything I do. I think most people would think that’s great, always wanting to be better, but for me, I just get hung up on everything I’m doing wrong. I don’t know. Brains are weird.
I’m mentally exhausted and it’s Monday.
Monday tip, only look at Monday on your planner so you don’t cry.
Hello readers, today is a very exciting post because it is my 50TH blog post! This means two things, I have NO life, and I really like to procrastinate. So basically this post is just a massive THANK YOU! To you guys, all of my readers. Seriously it means a lot to me that you guys take the time out of your day to read my semi-regular posts. THANK YOU SO MUCH!
The other piece of my post today is just a little bit more about what’s going on with me, I guess an update you could say. So I just returned back to school after a wonderfully busy week off, which is why I lacked in posting. I got to see a lot of my friends, Lindsay was home, I did some filming, tired to do some vlogging, but it lacked a little bit. I really don’t know what I’m doing still with the whole transferring or staying. It’s really confusing for me and I don’t know what to do because whatever my decision is I have to live with it for the next three years. I think soon I’m going to start also trying some new sorts of posts but I’m just not exactly sure what yet. I kind of would like to do some DIY things because I don’t know if I’ve ever put this out there but I LOVE crafting. I also think I’ll do hulls when I going on a big shopping spree or something along those lines. These will both be in forms of blog posts and video posts.
So thanks again for reading all of my posts and for the general care that I seem to get from many of my readers, it seriously means so much to me. I wouldn’t have gotten to 50 posts without everyone who reads because otherwise I would’ve gotten discouraged ages ago. I’ll keep you guys updated with my life and where everything is going, but I want to stop doing these dumbass updates all the time and do something interesting and meaningful.
Well as usual I have procrastinated wayyy too much and I have to finish a paper for tomorrow and start a paper for Wednesday. There’s a video coming your way tonight hopefully, so don’t forget to subscribe to me on YouTube!
So I think I may have talked about studying a little bit before. This is something I am not particularly good at because in high school I never really did. If I was in a hard class I let myself struggle but there’s only been two math classes that I have gotten less than a “B” in, all of my other classes were either A’s or B’s. Now I’m in college and I really want to do well, but I actually have to study. This is weird because I want to do well, and I would have done a lot better in high school if I would’ve studied. I just finished Arabic flashcards for a QUIZ tomorrow, not even a test! Now I’m studying for my mass media midterm and tomorrow I have to study for my History exam (which I probably don’t have to study too hard for). For me this is just weird because I am not used to this at all. I would maybe read over some stuff in high school here or there, look at my notes, or maybe make some flash cards for a final, but never for little exams or quizzes.
Basically my point is that just because you’re good at school in high school it does not mean that you will be good at school in college, a little more effort may need to be put forth in studying. So this was a short little piece on my studying life.
Sorry I’m still kinda in a funk, hopefully I’ll be better soon.
Also this is a little side note question- did any of you watch my YouTube video? Should I do another?
Okay well I love all 22 of you maybe I’ll do a little tag post out of excitement and such. Thanks for reading guys it means the world to me.
Oh my word! I’m so sorry this update has been so long! Almost a week, that is far too long. So anyway classes have begun and I have been keeping myself busy with school work as well as Gossip Girl, who can blame me? So I guess I’ll start this out with classes and my (beginner) advice for those. My advice is to get there at least five minutes early, but no more than fifteen. I try to be ten minutes early to each first class of they day because you never know if you’re going to have to run back to your dorm, or the clock was a little behind, it just look really bad to be late so try to avoid it. My text tip is studying, try to do it. I mean at least for the first week, it will give you some sort of good habits the rest of the year. My final tip is to start papers early, don’t wait until the last moment or day to start, that will just make for sloppy work, so do it in advance and give yourself time to fix it. Umm… I’m not really sure what else to include in this. Comment with any advice or topics you’d like to see in the future, I think I’m gonna do food tomorrow or as soon as possible. Thanks for reading, I really appreciate all of you who follow me too.