Today is Tuesday. That’s a fact. It’s also March 1, spring is in the air, however, I’m exhausted.
Exhaustion seems to be a common theme for me this semester, especially Tuesdays. For me, Tuesday is the halfway through the week, but by far the longest day of the week. I have three classes, like I do every day. I just find it so long.
I’m most productive on Tuesdays. I do my homework, I get stuff done, but for some reason, they’re still very daunting to me. I dread them every week. Ironically, up until this semester I’ve always had an unusual fondness for Tuesdays, and I still sort of do, good things have always happened to me on Tuesdays so I like them the best.
Tuesdays and I right now are just not getting along. They have too much work, too much to do, and sometimes too much ambition. Tuesdays are the days that I bite off more than I can chew, more than I can handle for the upcoming week. Tuesdays are the “if I just have one more cup of coffee I can do it” days.
Once upon a time, Tuesdays were great, and the reason they were great is that they didn’t hold the surprises that I think Mondays tend to contain, but they are starting to sink to levels of Mondays.
I’m starting to think Thursday is the new Tuesday.
How is your Tuesday?
I feel like I’ve been having a lot of days like today. Days that are just plain shit. It gets to the point where I want to hide under all of my covers with pounds of chocolate and cry for hours. Incase you haven’t noticed things haven’t been going my way and I just want something to go right in the world. I don’t really have anyone to talk about my bad days because someone always has a problem that’s bigger than mine and I feel bad for complaining then. I guess that’s why I put it here, no one has to read this, I give you permission to ignore me. My anxiety just keeps getting worse and I don’t know how to tell my mom that I think it’s to a problematic point, but to be honest I don’t think she would do anything about it.
But hey let’s stop complaining Mary and look on the brightside! I have a package from Forever 21 coming soon and that will be the start of my new little haul section complete with a video that will include some of my other favorite wintry clothes that I either just got this season or last year. So that video will hopefully will be kinda like a Lookbook/ Winter favorites, BUT I AM NOT GOING TO BE A FASHION BLOGGER! This will just be something I do for fun when I buy a lot of stuff or I’m bored and I want to have a fashion show. Also tomorrow is going to be better because I only have one homework assignment and it’s CHICKEN NUGGET THURSDAY! It’s literally the best food the dining hall has to offer. Well I’m extremely tired and I want to leave this on a happy note so I’m going to stop this now, but let’s look forward to the future and better days together! Thanks for reading!