Late Night Blogging with Mary: Part 21

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Have I said recently that I’m exhausted? The classwork is non-stop this semester which explains my unfortunate lack of posting. It’s a lot at once or like none, I just need to remember when it’s none to stay on top of it. But at the same time, when it there isn’t any homework to do there’s a million other things to do. Basically I’m very tired a lot of the time.

Let’s also talk about anxiety for a moment. I hate it. I hate when I’m fine for so long, then like it hits me like a ton of bricks. I just feel like right now there’s expectations of me from everyone and I’m afraid to disappoint people and then I have my own stuff to do and it leads to a mind overload. I also feel like it’s too early in the semester for this. I don’t know, hopefully it doesn’t stick around because I am too tired for this.

On a side note, I’m starting another blog for class, so I’ll be sharing that here too. ¬†Once something is up, I’ll share the link. It’s a crafting blog and once the class is over, hopefully I’ll be in the habit so I’ll be able to do some more of those on this blog. However, I have to do 14 posts for that class, so there’s a chance that there will be less posts on here. I’m basically MIA anyway so maybe it won’t even matter.

I also have a little bit of a rant for this LNBM, Netflix on my iPad has not been working. It logs me out all the time, once an episode finishes I have to kill the app and sometimes login again just to get it to work. How am I supposed to hate Nurse Jackie if I can’t even watch the show?!

Speaking of Nurse Jackie, what a weird show. I’ve never hated the main character of a TV show so much. When I watched Gossip Girl, I disliked the main characters in a rotating fashion, every four episodes I didn’t like a new person, however, it wasn’t consistent dislike of anyone. Nurse Jackie, on the other hand, I can count on one hand the number of times I’ve actually liked her character. I don’t know if that’s how it’s supposed to be or if that’s just me. I really liked Zoey at first, but then all the sudden she’s a mini-Jackie. I just don’t know. Anyone else have an opinion?

What are your late night thoughts? Mine are: going to bed before my  mind literally explodes.

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Dear December 3rd…

Dear December,

Today has been rough so no video. Not for me but for one of my friends so now I’m behind. Very behind. It’s 11:13 and I have not finished one assignment for tomorrow and I’m already ready for bed.

I thought I was ahead after yesterday but apparently not. Note to self- you’re never ahead, always behind. Oh man you’re killing me December. AND IT’S THE THIRD! I missed Holiday dinner today, apparently it was gross so I guess it’s good I ended up with Panera.

I just know that at this point in time I’m tired.

Someone made fun of my major today and that made me mad. Let me be. It’s my life and it doesn’t affect you. Let me make my own choices and mistakes just and just because you regret yours it doesn’t mean I’ll regret mine. I don’t know I’m just annoyed.

Also December I do not appreciate unexpected things like this. I needed a snow day yesterday but instead you just brought a lot of rain. Useless. I’m so annoyed at you it’s not even a little bit funny.

I’m so ready for bed but I have a paper to finish, questions to write. Hopefully no one gets to close to me tomorrow because I’m not showering #ImNotSorry. Also if you could not let me cry so much that would be great too. I think I’m stressed so I keep crying so I’m just going to blame everything on you December, sound good? Sounds good.

Until tomorrow (maybe),

Mary.